That Feeling When...

I've been doing some major home renovations lately, painting, landscaping, redecorating and general purging and cleansing of the house. I have managed to turn the old "man cave" into a respectable, girl's living space...it's more like a studio apartment. I am quite happy with the results, as it is a reflection of who I am. The half bath has been re-done, the old bedroom is now like a ginormous walk in closet and the guest room is actually ready for guests! All that's left is clearing out the garage to make it my arts and crafts studio, turn the home office into something I haven't decided yet and of course remodeling the kitchen...the biggest project. It's that feeling of accomplishment and pride :)

I've gotten back into a routine of going to the gym with mom...we try for 3 times a week. I've also ventured out on walks with both dogs, which is a challenge at times. I bought a tandem leash, which forces them to work together but also doubles the weight pulling on the leash. My veggie garden is rewarding my hard work with a bounty of a variety of tomatoes, squash, bell pepper, basil, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries. I must admit I have been eating much healthier since Mark has passed, since I actually have time to cook and choose the things I like and not what's convenient or someone else's request. And I am sleeping better at night. It's that feeling of being healthier and happier everyday.

So, my adventures with on-line dating continues...I have met some very interesting fellas, not in person of course. For some reason I get a lot of interest out of Texas, New England and Ohio...must be a lack of Asian ladies in those areas? So this one guy from Texas asked if I would email him. So I agreed...using the new gmail account I created specifically for that reason. After reading my profile and first email, he proceeded to tell me I was the one, God had sent me for him and he deleted his online profile so he could focus 100% on me. It's that feeling of being totally creeped out and glad you didn't give out your phone number!

On the flip side, I also have met a single dad who is new to the area (again, from Texas). We have been emailing and texting for a week wand a half and things are going along fine. He is kind, focused on his career, close with his daughter and makes me smile. I am hoping to meet face to face sometime in the near future, but for now we have both agreed to take things slow, as friends first. It's that feeling of being nervous and excited at the same time getting to know someone in hopes it will lead to something wonderful.